darwin

i know i complain a lot about theatre. but now that all my shows are over and there are no practices to go to i feel weird. i have always had something to do after school every day and now that's gone. it had been going on for such a long time that when it finally stopped it was like i hit a wall of questions.

what happened?

what do i do now?

where do i go from here?

i had gotten so used to my busy and chaotic schedule that when it finally stopped i didn't know what to do with myself.

but i guess that's what happens in life. people simply adjust to their situation and move on with their lives. just like animals do all the time. you either evolve or you die. so i'm gonna go along with darwin's theory and evolve because i've seen enough that i know i don't want to be at the very bottom of the food chain. dying off like some of the other birds just because i couldn't think of something to do on a friday night.